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Thursday, March 12, 2026

Church of My Youth by Barbara Billey

 Church of My Youth

 

I giggled in every Mass.

Fr. Joe with his hippie hair

cobalt blue sweatpants peeking out 

from the bottom of his white alb

his announcement of the bishop's

latest edict or appeal for money to get 

the guys through seminary

spoken with a hint of sarcasm.

(He cared about poor people in the West end, not that.)

 

I was into the music

the choir in the sanctuary strumming

on their guitars, our bodies swaying

singing my heart out, Dad's sweet tenor voice.

 

The massive wooden cross high

on the wall behind the altar scared me.

Jesus with thorns piercing his scalp, his blood seeping 

from a gash in his sidenails in his hands and feet

His serious business of dying for my sins. 

What had I done wrong that he had to suffer?

Jesus was my friend who reminded me, "You're okaykiddo"

 

When I heard the story about Jesus turning water 

into wine at the wedding feast at Cana

I imagined I was there. It was so cool!

Everyone vivacious - a little drunk

filled with the spirit of a resurrection giggle. 

 

Barbara Billey (07 Mar 26)

 

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